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ABOUT YIN c:
chi*yin*chiina
Dec*26*1986
Capricorn*Coffee*Cigars
85%female/male15%
Heartbreaker4Hire
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WECOME!!!
My Train Of Thoughts..
Let's go for a Ride!
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SHOUTOUTS
-->I Was born in butterfly sanctuary and raised to be nonchalant about the world that evolves around me.
-->To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.
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CREDITS
-->Maraming salamat sa DadeRex Ko cuz He makes me happu every second of the minute and every minute of the hour, and every hour of everyday.
-->Kay Chinee, na sobrang talented sa pagdedesign na Blog, Arigatou Lady!
-->Hmm..sa king mga lil digits, never tired of typing whatever I tell them to.
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
oh Hi! Hi! everyone! ;) wow its been so long since my last update, about a year ago i think?.. hah.. well, 2008 is almost here! Not much to say now so im signing off!
TIME: 02:18 am

Friday, February 02, 2007
BestFriends, Worst Enemies
So much has happened between you and I It's strange how we managed to make one another cry
How a friendship so strong could become so weak Torn apart so delicately with such technique
It's astonishing how one could speak upon an act then turn around and do the same thing right back
or how one speaks out of anger when they know it is wrong Destroy something so tantalizing, something so extraordinarily strong
We both did our share both now deceived and hurt Belittled one another as if we were dirt
one cannot mend such anguish, on their own but to let you know from this, i have grown
As contemptible as it sounds, yes it is true that such an awful engagement has helped me "Do what i do"
Trust is difficult to gain once it's been lost before But this i am ready to work on. I'm ready to open that door
This is me doing my part to fix you and i now it is your choice to help stop... a forever goodbye
TIME: 05:43 am

Friday, September 08, 2006
In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In years to come
Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
In a year from now Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye (so say goodbye) But don't you cry Cos true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into I'll come for you Nothing will ever change the way I feel
*Say Goodbye* SCLUB7
TIME: 04:30 pm

Friday, September 01, 2006
what I have been contemplating these past few weeks have been consuming ALL of me. I hate to admit it, but there are small things in this world, which matters BIGTIME to me. *Arghh* I dunno why, prolly cuz I can personally compare such things to how blood circulates in our system, and how it nourishes us and gives us life.You see, there's this particular person, whom I believe, I already gave my life to (even 'tho) there hasn't been any exchange of vows yet, whatsoever. ^^' But I can liberally say that, I have never Loved, or I have never felt like giving myself a chance to be loved by someone who can actually extend my patience for miles and miles, aww.. I guess that's my basis of determining whether our relationship's gonna last. While on teh contrary, every creature in this realm has its own verge, and at some point, yes, we do feel like wanting to relinquish our love as we catch a sight of our form shrink, and dry up and eventually fade into existence. I for one, have been dealing with such sequence of events for sometime. Today, I have worried, and felt off balanced for the *halts and thinks* hmm.. for a couple of times, almost, have gone at my wits end, and have totally cutted off my forbearance with the person Iam most in love with. MAny of you people who get to read my blog, maybe have the slightest idea who this person is. Iam crazy about him , and I felt dumb today, cuz I confronted him of his, insensitivity, and how he neglects his commitment *blahblah*. I didn't want to misjudge him, it's just maybe, there comes a point in our lives, where, there would be times, when we'll need to let go of the things that we hold on the most, and start building our own dreams inside our fences. I cannot elaborate more i just wish i could take back those words I said, .. I love you dade, I know there is more to this world than just all the circumstances that's been aggravating the pain, I know you believe in us. xoxo 1726 xoxo
TIME: 04:56 am

Friday, July 28, 2006
Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies. Only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. we should not hold it in our hearts for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye.
When we all fall in love with someone, we don't want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But, if it doesn't then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin. There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever. Then we'll know that it has never left us. For the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy.......
TIME: 05:52 am
What I really wanna tell Dade.
...I trust him. ...He has changed my life around. ...He understands me. ...He is proud of me. ...I am proud of him. ...He is strong but loving and kind. ...He is incredible, unbeatable and perfect. ...I can't love anyone else and I dont want to love anyone else. ...I believe he is my soulmate, the man of my dreams and the keeper of my heart. ...He doesn't give up on me. ...He cherishes my heart and soul. ...He does everything in a way no one else can ever do, nor would I want them to. ...He wants to be with me. ...He puts up with me crying and complaining. ...He hasn't left me yet, despite my attempts to make him.. ...He always there when I need him. ...He doesn't give up on me. ...He trusts me. ...He makes me laugh. ...He is willing to take care of me. ...He says I'm Beautiful, Wonderfull & Smart, when I'm not. ...He listens to me - really listens. ...He makes me feel good about myself. ...He comforts me when I'm sad. ...His smiles, winks & blow kisses. ...His beautiful eyes. ...His voice! ...He loves me as I am, in every aspect.
I am blessed to have DadeRex as my husband-to- be, who loves me and cherish me, who makes me happy and worried about me, who is willing to take care of me for the rest of my life, who loves me and be loved by me, who makes me laugh and cry, who shares many wonderfull things, who will be the father of our children, who will stand by me and grow old together, I am blessed for having him in my life.
TIME: 05:37 am
17 + 26 = Rex & SArah FOREVER!
Mame's Turn
(01) I AM: In love. yes, every single cell of me. (02) I WANT: To live life after death and forever with my soulmate > REX (03) I WISH: I still had 3 more wishes. (04) I HATE: Fake people (05) I MISS: Dade (06) I FEAR: Losing loved ones, especially the ones that Iam holding on to right at this moment in my life. (07) I HEAR: Dade, saying ILOVEYOU, when I close my eyes (08) I WONDER: What it would be like to taste melted ice cream on my boyfriends' skin. (09) I REGRET: The wrong and hurtful things I did to our relationship for one whole year. (10) I AM NOT: Always a good person (11) I DANCE: NEVER (12) I SING: My heart out (13) I CRY: Most of time, im an emotional person eh. (14) I AM NOT ALWAYS: Cheerful (15) I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Memories and love letters for my Fiancee (16) I WRITE: My emotions when Iam in the mood (17) I CONFUSE: Myself everytime (18) I NEED: Dade to hold me ALL THE TIME (19) I SHOULD: Spend more time with Dade (20) I START: Believing in true love when I met Dade (21) I FINISHED: Making a Huge decision that will change my life 360 degree of course a year ago when I met Dade. (22) I TAG: You Tag, We Tag and Name Tag.
Dade's Turn
TIME: 05:18 am
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