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NAVIGATION
Faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the foreknowledge that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul. 'MmCorporateİ'

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SHOUTOUTS
-->I Was born in butterfly sanctuary and raised to be nonchalant about the world that evolves around me. -->To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour.




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UTADA> MameChi> CHINEE LOUWIE EarthAngel




CREDITS
-->Maraming salamat sa DadeRex Ko cuz He makes me happu every second of the minute and every minute of the hour, and every hour of everyday. -->Kay Chinee, na sobrang talented sa pagdedesign na Blog, Arigatou Lady! -->Hmm..sa king mga lil digits, never tired of typing whatever I tell them to.





   


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Sunday, December 30, 2007
Happy New Year!

oh Hi! Hi! everyone! ;) wow its been so long since my last update, about a year ago i think?.. hah.. well, 2008 is almost here! Not much to say now so im signing off!

TIME: 02:18 am


Friday, February 02, 2007
BestFriends, Worst Enemies

So much has happened
between you and I
It's strange how we managed
to make one another cry

How a friendship so strong
could become so weak
Torn apart so delicately
with such technique

It's astonishing how one
could speak upon an act
then turn around and
do the same thing right back

or how one speaks out of anger
when they know it is wrong
Destroy something so tantalizing,
something so extraordinarily strong

We both did our share
both now deceived and hurt
Belittled one another
as if we were dirt

one cannot mend such anguish,
on their own
but to let you know
from this, i have grown

As contemptible as it sounds,
yes it is true
that such an awful engagement
has helped me
"Do what i do"

Trust is difficult to gain
once it's been lost before
But this i am ready to work on.
I'm ready to open that door

This is me doing my part
to fix you and i
now it is your choice
to help stop...
a forever goodbye

TIME: 05:43 am


Friday, September 08, 2006
Never.

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In years to come

Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel


*Say Goodbye* SCLUB7


TIME: 04:30 pm


Friday, September 01, 2006
Life's Irony

what I have been contemplating these past few weeks have been consuming ALL of me. I hate to admit it, but there are small things in this world, which matters BIGTIME to me. *Arghh* I dunno why, prolly cuz I can personally compare such things to how blood circulates in our system, and how it nourishes us and gives us life.You see, there's this particular person, whom I believe, I already gave my life to (even 'tho) there hasn't been any exchange of vows yet, whatsoever. ^^'
But I can liberally say that, I have never Loved, or I have never felt like giving myself a chance to be loved by someone who can actually extend my patience for miles and miles, aww.. I guess that's my basis of determining whether our relationship's gonna last. While on teh contrary, every creature in  this realm has its own verge, and at some point, yes, we do feel like wanting to relinquish our love as we catch a sight of our form shrink, and dry up and eventually fade into existence. I for one, have been dealing with such sequence of events for sometime. Today, I have worried, and felt off balanced for the *halts and thinks* hmm.. for a couple of times, almost, have gone at my wits end, and have totally cutted off my forbearance with the person Iam most in love with. MAny of you people who get to read my blog, maybe have the slightest idea who this person is. Iam crazy about him , and I felt dumb today, cuz I confronted him of his, insensitivity, and how he neglects his commitment *blahblah*. I didn't want to misjudge him, it's just maybe, there comes a point in our lives, where, there would be times, when we'll need to let go of the things that we hold on the most, and start building our own dreams inside our fences. I cannot elaborate more i just wish i could take back those words I said, .. I love you dade, I know there is more to this world than just all the circumstances that's been aggravating the pain,  I know you believe in us.
xoxo 1726 xoxo


TIME: 04:56 am


Friday, July 28, 2006
This is Love. JUst as is

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies. Only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as
a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. we should not hold it in our hearts for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its
warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say goodbye.

When we all fall in love with someone, we don't want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But, if
it doesn't then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin. There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the
feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy
heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs.
We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then we'll know that it has never left us. For the good that we have
become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy.......


TIME: 05:52 am


What I really wanna tell Dade.

...I trust him.
...He has changed my life around.
...He understands me.
...He is proud of me.
...I am proud of him.
...He is strong but loving and kind.
...He is incredible, unbeatable and perfect.
...I can't love anyone else and I dont want to love
anyone else.
...I believe he is my soulmate, the man of my
dreams and the keeper of my heart.
...He doesn't give up on me.
...He cherishes my heart and soul.
...He does everything in a way no one else can
ever do, nor would I want them to.
...He wants to be with me.
...He puts up with me crying and complaining.
...He hasn't left me yet, despite my attempts to
make him..
...He always there when I need him.
...He doesn't give up on me.
...He trusts me.
...He makes me laugh.
...He is willing to take care of me.
...He says I'm Beautiful, Wonderfull & Smart, when
I'm not.
...He listens to me - really listens.
...He makes me feel good about myself.
...He comforts me when I'm sad.
...His smiles, winks & blow kisses.
...His beautiful eyes.
...His voice!
...He loves me as I am, in every aspect.

I am blessed to have DadeRex as my husband-to-
be, who loves me and cherish me, who makes me
happy and worried about me, who is willing to take
care of me for the rest of my life, who loves me and
be loved by me, who makes me laugh and cry,
who shares many wonderfull things, who will be
the father of our children, who will stand by me and
grow old together, I am blessed for having him in
my life.

TIME: 05:37 am


17 + 26 = Rex & SArah FOREVER!

Mame's Turn

(01) I AM: In love. yes, every single cell of me.
(02) I WANT: To live life after death and forever with
my soulmate > REX
(03) I WISH: I still had 3 more wishes.
(04) I HATE: Fake people
(05) I MISS: Dade
(06) I FEAR: Losing loved ones, especially the
ones that Iam holding on to right at this moment in
my life.
(07) I HEAR: Dade, saying ILOVEYOU, when I
close my eyes
(08) I WONDER: What it would be like to taste
melted ice cream on my boyfriends' skin.
(09) I REGRET: The wrong and hurtful things I did
to our relationship for one whole year.
(10) I AM NOT: Always a good person
(11) I DANCE: NEVER
(12) I SING: My heart out
(13) I CRY: Most of time, im an emotional person
eh.
(14) I AM NOT ALWAYS: Cheerful
(15) I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Memories and
love letters for my Fiancee
(16) I WRITE: My emotions when Iam in the mood
(17) I CONFUSE: Myself everytime
(18) I NEED: Dade to hold me ALL THE TIME
(19) I SHOULD: Spend more time with Dade
(20) I START: Believing in true love when I met
Dade
(21) I FINISHED: Making a Huge decision that will
change my life 360 degree of course a year ago
when I met Dade.
(22) I TAG: You Tag, We Tag and Name Tag.

Dade's Turn

(01) I AM: DADEREX
(02) I WANT: TO KISS AND HUG MY
MAMESARAH
(03) I WISH: TO BE WITH MAMESARAH
FOREVER!
(04) I HATE: OROCAN AND EPAL!
(05) I MISS: HAVING QUALITY TIME WITH MY
BABYSARAH!
(06) I FEAR: LOSING MY BABYSARAH!
(07) I HEAR: MAME SAYING "I LOVE YOU DADE"
(08) I WONDER: HOW MANY BABIES WE'LL
HAVE
(09) I REGRET: MAKING MAME CRY
(10) I AM NOT: WHO YOU THINK I AM..Cause I
am, whatever you say I am
If I wasnt, then why would I say I am? In the paper,
the news everyday I am I dont know its just the
way I am
(11) I DANCE: ...
(12) I SING: ...
(13) I CRY: HU HU HU
(14) I AM NOT ALWAYS: AWAKE
(15) I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: FOR PLAY
(16) I WRITE: MY ASSIGNMENTS
(17) I CONFUSE: SARAH
(18) I NEED: MAME IN MY LIFE!
(19) I SHOULD: MARRY MAME asap!
(20) I START: Believing in DESTINY when I met
MAME!
(21) I FINISHED: HIGH SCHOOL!
(22) I TAG: LAS PINAS


TIME: 05:18 am


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